When someone you love break your heart it’s the hardest thing you could ever go through and no matter how much time has passed it never really goes away.
There’ll come a time when you think you’re getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again. All at once, like a stab in the chest, you fall apart for the hundredth time.
And then you’re terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. But it’s not like it matters anyway. At the end of the day you’re still thinking about the person who broke your heart. You don’t want to miss them anymore. You don’t want to love them anymore. But you know you always will.