not talking to you breaks my heart. really.
i can feel the pain. literally.
knowing that you're just a buzz away makes me want to cry.
because i cant talk to you. i SHOULD not talk to you.
i must not. i need to not talk to you.
i hope blogging instead of buzzing you help me.
because if i do talk to you right now, everything that i worked,
every pain that i indulged, poof! gone!

I'm hurting. the pain inside me seems unbearable.
because i miss you.
so much.
you have no idea how much, i may not be able to describe you perfectly how much i do,
but one thing i can tell you is
i miss you more than i have ever missed anyone in my life.

iloveyou.