Facts About Me

3. I'm a crybaby

No one actually knows about me being a crybaby. when I say no one,
I mean no one.
People see me as strong and tough. but im not.
When you want to annoy or irritate me, all you have to do is try.

I may not seem affected at all, I may laugh at your ugly face,
but believe me, I'm crying and cursing inside.
a single word can hurt me. you can crush me inside without even trying.

but no, I wont let anyone see it.

4. I'm a good pretender.

im not used of letting people know how i feel inside.
I build a wall around me, a safe zone.
so i can prevent people of hurting me using my emotion.
experiences thought me that no matter how much people tell you they love you,
at the end of the day, they will hurt you, no matter how.

so i perfected the art of pretense.
rule: do not let anyone see how you really feel.

when you're really happy, pretend you're not.
when you're sad, pretend you're not.

that way. you're safe. but alone. yes that's sad, but its better than be hurt because you let someone in right?