Tired

I dont feel fine today. I feel so down. I feel so alone. and tired. and lonely. and rejected.
No. Ofcourse i didn't mind-setted myself to feel this way. I dont like this kind of feeling. It makes me miserable. it makes me feel so helpless.

I feel like I was placed in a round, dark vessel, I walk and walk and walk. I keep on walking but everything is just the same.
I am going through the same thing everyday. same people, same environment, same work, same scenario, same problem, same Complication, same PAIN.

AND I DONT LIKE THIS.

I dont like feeling helpless.

And I dont know what to do.

Stay? or leave this safe zone just so I could feel free again?