Empty.
Laughing but Empty.
Speaking but Empty.
Everything is Black and white.

I hate it when people tell me what to be and what is not to be done!

Its hard being your friend my love.

Love is You

Are you an impossible wish?

If your past is done, bygone, etc...

cant you make me your future my love?

You're here on my left chest my love,

with or without pocket.
and what's your name my love?

I love You more than ever my loves.

Thank You

No matter how worthless I am,

You accept me and loved me as me,

You touch the inside of me and condoned my flaws.

I am grateful for if not for You

I wouldn’t know how it felt to be loved,

You loved me first and from then on I learned what love means.

Thank You because before I met You, I thought I was happy,
and I was, but I had never known this fulfillment that I am feeling right now.

I used to live aimlessly,

But because of You, now, I am complete.

I maybe worthless to this world,

but you made me see what my worth is.

words may not be enough but still I want to say...
Thank You.

and who says Life is fair? it never is and never will be...

but up there... somewhere.. in the land of promise...

I'll be waiting... where life is fair, wonderful, and unimaginable.

Tired

I dont feel fine today. I feel so down. I feel so alone. and tired. and lonely. and rejected.
No. Ofcourse i didn't mind-setted myself to feel this way. I dont like this kind of feeling. It makes me miserable. it makes me feel so helpless.

I feel like I was placed in a round, dark vessel, I walk and walk and walk. I keep on walking but everything is just the same.
I am going through the same thing everyday. same people, same environment, same work, same scenario, same problem, same Complication, same PAIN.

AND I DONT LIKE THIS.

I dont like feeling helpless.

And I dont know what to do.

Stay? or leave this safe zone just so I could feel free again?

I dont know yet how this thing works...
but im gonna try...
try until this blogsite became a part of my everyday life...

:)